Friday:
Finally a meet-up with my best bros. Hopped 3 places that night.
Saturday:
Avalon then to SCM for charity work. Almost killed someone because I had heat rash, screw SCM.
Got myself a free massage at the event, hehe.
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I've been going through a tough time, trying to pick up the pieces, and realised what kinda gem I chased away during my time of agony. Blow after blow, I just wish time can rewind again, because I will definitely keep you by my side this time.
Truth to be told, I am one fucking tough person, and you can actually hear that from any of my friends. I use artistes like Pink because their lyrics definitely perked me up and made me happy. Thinking twice about life and what I truly deserve is what I do almost every day now.
I am pretty sick and tired of explaining and defending myself. I don't see a need to do so anymore because I realised that people can actually say and think however they want, and no one can stop them. As long as my conscience is clear, time will definitely prove me right. You can do things to spite me or whatever, I don't really give a fuck anymore. & I guess this is where I can truly say that a part of me has moved on.
Right now, I just want someone who will truly love me for who am I. Telling me that I am beautiful in my worst state, and wants to do nothing but to dote on me. And oh fuck myself, I just allowed this guy slipped away.
