Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Is this a real feeling, or just an illusion?

Whatever la ok. -.-
A "Fuck you" for you, you fucker.

I didn't ask for it.
I didn't step into your life.
You were the one who pulled me into your life.

I'm sorry if I screwed your life even though I didn't do any shit to you at all.
Oh wait, why am I even apologising? I didn't do any-fucking-thing!

Ever heard of passing clouds?
Stop screwing me upside down and carry on with your life.
I shall break all contacts with you from this moment.

I. will. not. reply.




I miss having someone watching over me.
Someone who will make sure that I'm OK every minute.
But yet again, not always.
But yet again, I still miss it.
But yet again, not always.
But yet again, I still miss it.

You get the drift? No? Your problem.




Somehow, I get the "I don't ever wanna settle down." feeling.
Or maybe, I just haven't have my good share of fun.
It's not enough.

Just few months back, I jumped over the toughest hurdle ever.
Nobody knows how tough it was.
& Now, since I'm finally over everything, I would want to have fun, no? (Ok duh I am me.)

I would like to tell you something, something that would make you happy, but I don't know, it might just be an illusion. Ok or maybe not now, let's just hold on for awhile because I still wanna play with my freedom. Or maybe, I just don't know what I want now. I can't think properly. & Don't worry, no one knows who I'm talking about here. It's a secret. Even YOU, don't know it.

Sorry.