No one knows how horrible, fucked up and sick I'm feeling now. So what if I have almost everything right now? My life is lacking something, and that's genuine happiness. Yes, I might be the one who laughs & craps the most but no, that doesn't mean I'm happy deep down. So many things have happened within the past 2 months - 10 Girlfriends, constant getting the fucked up feeling from boys, over-spending (yet again, what's new?) &...
MY WEIGHT.
I GAINED WEIGHT. WTF. I GAINED WEIGHT. WTF. I GAINED WEIGHT. WTFFFFFFFFF! Too much Macs plus no exercising. Smlj la Eliz. Damn chubby now like some mofo only. _|_
I just can't wait for all these tedious mugging, worrying and obviously the major-ly fucked up O level examinations. It's so very tiring. Even if I were to do badly, I would just enter some private school or perhaps Pre-U. SERIOUSLY, THE STRESS IS FUCKING SICK AND MURDEROUS.
I sound so joy-deprived. I need some fun.
Gahhh, 1 more day to Os.
FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP CCB PCB NBCB AND ALL THE BAI BAIS _|_