Yez, don't remind me about the time cause I'm pretty much aware of it...
...pretty much aware of the trouble I'll be in once my DDs arrive.
DDs? Dooms-daySSSSSSS.
I can't sleep, the night seems to be young forever and ever.
& Heh, It's barely 10 days before O level exams officially commences.
I do mug, I did mug.
But at the end of the day, I always felt that I did not absorb a single shit at all.
This feeling is god damn oppressively dispiriting.
But since I'm the sort who loses her momentum easily, I have to discipline myself.
Owell, I'm praying that the outcome will be a good one.
Anyway, I look like a walking zombie now.
I don't know what's wrong with my body clock now, but I know my sleeping condition is gradually worsening day by day.
And to make matters more deleterious, I've lost my appetite and I can't bear to dream.
Even the sight and smell of my favourite McDonald's irks me.
Bearing the thought of slight daydreaming scares me.
There's prenatal depression.
Is there prepreparation depression?
Yez, it's more of the preparation that stresses us.
But I gotta thank god I'm taking Os THIS year, where the standard is still average. (Y)
I had a good view of the Sec 3 express's English paper today, and I almost fainted.
The passages are very interesting, but wotthefork?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
WHY THE STANDARD SO HIGH ONE?
Which made me realise that the batches after us will be so much smarter than us.
But IT'S OK, this also mean that we're so much smarter than the previous batches. HAHAHAHA. (No offence)
Sigh, if only exams don't exist.
No wait, if only the Singapore government goes less tight on the brain juices of ours, the poor students'.
Do they ever care?!
Why must the world be so competitive?
Why can't everyone just sit back and enjoy life to the fullest (like girls playing Barbie dolls or 玩扮家家酒 at the age of 20) SINCE WE ONLY LIVE ONCE?! !@#!@#!@#!@#!@#
Okay, enough of rants.
Urgh fuck back to mug.
Fuck you go.......... (continue the word yourself. <:)
- Marlene Dietrich