Sometimes I wonder how I managed to pull through life to reach this stage.
Wait, how did I even end up here?
Did I really not regret?
Do all these really make up for who I am right now, or am I just putting up a brave front?
Emotional strength.
Where does this come from, God?
If it's God, what about those non-believers, like me?
Does that mean that we don't have emotional strength if we don't believe in Him?
RIGHT? RIGHT? RIGHT?
Now, I want a bloody peaceful life with no interruptions.
Until I say I'm ready to face confessions again.
Confessions.........HA?!
Reality is still reality.
I faced the music, but I took 3 steps back.
So now, I have to face it again.
Ridiculous lar Eliz.
Wait, how did I even end up here?
Did I really not regret?
Do all these really make up for who I am right now, or am I just putting up a brave front?
Emotional strength.
Where does this come from, God?
If it's God, what about those non-believers, like me?
Does that mean that we don't have emotional strength if we don't believe in Him?
RIGHT? RIGHT? RIGHT?
Now, I want a bloody peaceful life with no interruptions.
Until I say I'm ready to face confessions again.
Confessions.........HA?!
Reality is still reality.
I faced the music, but I took 3 steps back.
So now, I have to face it again.
Ridiculous lar Eliz.