I just wanna say, my patience is motherfucking boiling already.
This post is dedicated solely to you, you, and only you.
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You're a bad friend.
Wanna know why?
BECAUSE YOU THINK THAT FRIENDSHIPS DON'T LAST.
Not that we wanna think this way. YOU MADE US THOUGHT THIS WAY.
You think that friends cannot be counted on. But hey guess what, you're the one making yourself pathetic. You're the one who doesn't wanna look for us. You think that advices from other people are more trustable. Why? CAUSE YOU THINK WE CHILDISH RIGHT? Then tell you what, DON'T CALL US, US YOUR FRIENDS.
I'm not pinpointing that their advices or whatever are wrong here, but look. You got advices from them. Do they work your things out? Let's be a little more realistic. LOOK AT YOUR STUDIES. I'm not saying that we're all having good grades. But HEY, at least we're making effort. Maybe you did make the effort, but are your methods working out? Obviously NOT.
Eh, your case very sad la huh, so pathetic. Your friendships won't last? Look at who's handling it.
This is what I hate most about you.
You've changed a lot, my friend.
You used to open up to your friends, treat them as priority, being understanding and everything.
You used to try to make things right, you used to put yourself into other peoples' shoes.
Where are you now?
I gave up already.
At least I know, I've done my part.
I'm pretty done although I still have a lot of things hurling in my mind.
Whatever, that whole shit load up there is already enough for you to know my current impression of you.
Take care. Hope you'll have a good life.