9443.) It's been about a year, now.
And as much as I love you, I’ve finally found someone that I can move on, to. But letting go of you scares me, and I want nothing more than you to stop me. Stop me from moving on. Because the truth is, it will always be you for me. But if you don’t, I won’t turn around. I will move on. And that scares me, too. Falling in love with someone else, scares me. Never being with you again scares me. And I’m afraid of being rejected by the one person that I’ve been able to feel something for in the past thirteen months that isn’t you. I’m just really scared right now. I’m tired of being hurt. I’m tired of the constant pain that I’ve just learned to live with. I just want to be happy again. Because I’ve been happy before, and it’s incredible. And I want it again.