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In a blink of an eye, I've neglected this personal space for close to 6 months. I am fully aware that nobody reads this space anymore, but I'll still continue to post for self-memory's sake. I still enjoy writing and this is probably the only chance I'll ever get close.

Many shit happened within this period of 6 months, a break-up, ending of internship, lost a person who definitely of good riddance, a new part-time job, last semester of tertiary education commenced, my first NEA fine, travelled to 5 different cities, and also, I met the love of my life.

2013 has been the best year because I've gained so much. All I ever ask for is nothing more than those who are currently in my life to continue staying by my side, like how I will try my best to do so as well. My primary school friends, my childhood friends, my secondary school friends, my poly friends, my outside friends, my other outside friends, my other-other outside friends, my misc. friends, my colleagues, my famz, and my love. I don't need to be leading a luxurious life at the tender age of 20 (21 in 3 months' time) because superficial doesn't appeal to me at all. So whoever's up there, please bless me with the love from these people.

To side track: I know resolutions are "just for display", but I still want to try.

1. To slim down my face
2. No dying of hair
3. Travel to 5 more different cities
4. Cut down on smoking (Changing from a heavier to a lighter)
5. Cut down on cabs
6. Learn how to cook Mama Noodles
7. To make my boy the happiest he has ever lived.

Right, so a few resolutions to start on the right track from 1/365. My year started good because I had the chance to embrace a special moment with my love. Actually, every moment spent with him is priceless, it was better because there was fireworks at the background. Lol. May we continue to row the boat smoothly!

HELLO!

Here is a mini update of my life. 

I know I've been gone for so long that I've even lost track of my own days. All I do is to try and make every single second a fulfilling one because time awaits for no man. 68 days left till I can say good bye to the first and last internship of my life. Don't get me wrong, I'm pretty much enjoying my work and would choose working at Jetstar anytime over schooling at RP. But I want my life back as a student because studying would mean that I have more time for myself, my family, my friends and my girlfriend.

Ever since I've started interning at Jetstar, I found myself to be more ridiculously disciplined as compared to attending school. I used to skip school at least twice a week, but for the past 3 months, I've only taken 3 MCs so far. Undeniably proud of myself yeh. 

I should be happy, I mean, I am happy. But I just feel like crying, because I feel so sad for someone, and I feel fucked up for screwing up situations. I am such a mentally wayward person myself. I've hurt so many fucking people in my life, especially innocent people. It hit me when someone told me that my friend changed so much because of me, I am the one to be blamed. Now that I'm witnessing someone else getting hurt because of him, I can't help but to blame myself. What shit have I gotten her into, and what shit have I gotten everyone else into. I honestly had no evil intention or motive right from the beginning. I just focused on doing whatever that makes me happy. Now I know that I have a price to pay for not giving two fucks about anything, and that is watching people around me suffer. I wish I wasn't so heartless.

My weekends!

So the first week of internship is down, 158 days to go! 

Been spending every single night with fat people. Oops.

Last night at Galaxy!

Midnight picnic @ Barrage on Friday!

2nd week commences later on, can't wait for myself to work at the Jetstar counter!

First day of internship!

Today was my first day of internship, which also represents my first day of being a Year 3 student. Can't believe that I'm called the senior of the senior now. Gonna miss my Poly years so freaking much because it made me enjoy school so much. 

Meet my companion for the next 5 months plus, thank god that I've got someone I know with me.

Yep, the uniform is...right so I was told that I can't write any bad remarks about it. So guys, you know what I'm gonna say!

Will be doing this for one month before I get posted to Jetstar instead of Scoot! 

(Uniform looks better, yay.)

My first day wasn't that bad, except for the facts that I didn't sleep at all, I was very late, I wore a different colour from the rest, my hair is red, and I slept during the lecture. I am definitely one screwed up kid? But it's alright, since nobody's complaining so I hope all's well will be well, especially after receiving soooooo bloody many wishes from my friends, really love all of y'all so damn freaking much. Thank God for all of y'all in my life!